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Monday, 31 August 2009 @ 10:14 pm
Monday Blues, Not Hello :D I was in a very good and happy mood today and surprisingly it lasted for the entire day (: Morning, Haiqa and Yazid make me laugh. Yazid like kissed Afiz on the cheek, rofl :B So only had two periods Lit and Maths. Got back results for Lit... i only got 29/50. Aiya :/ There was no maths since Mrs Lai didn't come to school. She chooses the wrong day not to come to school. After that was the Teacher's Day Celebration. The concert wasn't as good at last year's, but it was put up on a tight schedule... so yah. Ha, got to see Vivien and Janani sing. Hahaha. After the concert, went to Amirah's house with Hafizah. I didn't really bother to go back to Pei Tong. I wasn't in the mood to go see primary school friends and teachers. Maybe i'll go next year. Anyways, i love Amirah's house. Small yet cosy and nicely decorated (: Oh, and that inconsiderate girl called Hafizah ate in front of Mira cos she( Fizah) wasn't fasting. And I,the considerate one, didn't even drink water in front of Mira. So, we watched Twilight at Mira's house. We had nothing better to do. We laughed at the parts when the movie like freezes 'cos the CD has problems. Haha. I left at around 2.00 plus when Fizah and Mira were leaving to go to Newtown Primary. Woah, i've been bored ever since. And there's no school tomorrow. God, i'm gonna die from boredom. My sister will most prolly be hogging the computer the whole day. Oh, i was smarter than my sis in primary one :D She only scored around 60 to 70 something for her tests while i got over 90 for my tests (: Lmao. This news makes me happy. Too bad my grades suck terribly now :} Goodnight. Sunday, 30 August 2009 @ 7:27 pm
The beauty of rain Hello (: I love today's weather to the max. It has been raining the whole day, but i love it. I love to hear the sound of the rain and the chilly wind. It's all so beautiful. I wish it would rain everyday so it won't be soo hot. Woah, i like wasted electricity last night. So i was up last night at 2.30am reading Twilight (okay i'm lagging behind time, but i don't care). And i closed my eyes for awhile cause i was getting sleepy and who knew the 'for awhile' would become six whole hours ! I fell asleep with the lights on, rofl. So when i woke up at 8.30am i switched off the lights and went back to sleep and woke up again at 11.15am. I have not been doing anything productive since then. I'm back to my slacking ways. Woohoo ! But it will be short-lived since EOYs are really close. I better pull up my socks by then. Is it pull up my socks? Idk... Goodbye. Saturday, 29 August 2009 @ 11:22 pm
The end Hello (: Woah, August is coming to an end soon. Soon, the year will also come to an end and it will be 2010. Ohmygawd, that is like soooo fast. I got to miss the History remedial 'cos of tuition :) Hooray for tution in the morning ! Teachers' day on Monday. I can't wait to go back to Pei Tong. Or maybe not. I'm still recovering from what happened. It was all a blur. I felt, am still feeling, numb. I wonder when my life would stop being so miserable. I'm drowning in misery. In a desperate struggle fighting for my life. I can only hope that when i wake up tomorrow, everything will be alright. But hell no, this is reality. You don't wake up in the morning to find that everything is perfect. Stupid reality. I wish i could fall asleep and never wake up. And live my life in my dreamland. That would be effing awesome :] 12.01 am. I'm gonna go youtube till after 1.00am and facebook too. Goodnight. Friday, 28 August 2009 @ 11:11 pm
Queasy I'm dead bored and so i decided to change my blogskin. I like it. Gawd, i feel so queasy right now. I think i'm gonna puke. Okay, maybe not lah. I can't stop thinking about what has happened. I was stupid, foolish and idiotic and... ARGH ! I had to go and ruin everything...just about everything. Everything was excellent, great, fine etcetc between us and now... I feel farking dumb. Haema, why the hell are you so dumb ? Every time i think about it, i feel so stupid and hurt. Yeah i hurt myself in the process. I have not been myself lately. That's why i can't seem to think straight... I don't think i'll ever be forgiven even if i say sorry. But hey, it's not entirely my fault! I can't even bare to face you. I HATE YOU TO THE BLOODY CORE ! You wanted me to hate you...well i just declared my hate for you online :D I know you'll be jumping for joy, dude. Have a wonderful time jumping for joy :) Goodbyegoodbyegoodbye. @ 9:01 pm
Revival Hello, finally i'm reviving my dead blog (: I've been a good, nerdy girl this past week. Yup ! I studied diligently for the common test. Wow, what an achievement. I hope all that studying pays off *fingers crossed*. Well, i learnt that i can resist the tempt to use the computer. So today.... Guides meeting was only like for half an hour ! Woots. After guides went to watch Queenscup(soccer) with Yayah and Hameedah :D Our school beat Queenstown for both divisions (: I found the C boys more entertaining than the B boys. Oh, the goalkeeper for Queenstown's C div is sooooo cute and adorable. He is like short, chubby and extremely cute. Haha. He doesn't really look like a goalkeeper type. Andand, Yayah's phone drop inside the drain and Li Tat help her get it. What happened was actually quite funny. Lucky for her, the phone still works. Went back home with Janani and Gerald. I saw them on 105. Gerald Ng is so damn annoying. He will always be annoying. Lol. Woah, i feel bored. I'm gonna go return tags (: Loves and buhbyes ! Friday, 21 August 2009 @ 9:03 pm
7th Month I'm currently alone at home and it's the hungry ghosts' festival and im freakin' out. I'm so scared...i'm eagerly awaiting my father to return home. It feels like an eternity since he left and it has only been like half an hour. I can feel my heart thumping so hard with fear. Ohmygod ! Daddy come back home quickly! Oh and Ramadan is tomorrow which means the Muslims start their puasa. Hmm, so Napfa was alright...i passed all my 5 stations except standing broad jump. Fark. Yesterday i ran my 2.4km, but i sprained my bloody ankle while running the fifth round. Just my luck. But today's 2.4km got cancelled which means i can run with the class :D Goody, my dad just came back (: I feel so relieved. Today went to Singapore Poly for the water-testing thing. It was really interesting and educational. Oh and refreshments were from Macdonalds. Haha. I'm sick and tired of eating Mac. I can't wait to go to Marina Barrage ! You know, i've never been so scared about the 7th month, but this year i am very,very scared. I dont' know why... i think i'm paranoid or something. Yup, paranoid... so paranoid that i'm even scared to enter the lift alone -.- Lmao. Okay, i better not dwell on this anymore. I'm just gonna scare myself even more. Haha. Goodnight :D Tuesday, 18 August 2009 @ 2:07 pm
Gastric Hello :) I didn't go to school today. Morning woke up with a stabbing sort of pain near my stomach. It was very painful that i started crying. Went to see the doctor and she said its most probably gastric. I seriously hate my gastric pain. I keep on getting it so often nowadays. Oh, tomorrow's Napfa ! Booo D: God, i don't feel like doing the five stations or running 2.4km. I'm gonna be beyond exhausted tomorrow. D: Ciao. Sunday, 16 August 2009 @ 9:07 pm
Pressure Hello. God, i just died finishing up all that homework. Science, maths and english. I think i'm going to go mad. Sometimes you really got to hate studying. I can feel the pressure piling up slowly and when EOY comes...KAAAAA-BOOM! I don't think that's the right word to describe it, but i'm not in the mood for describing stuff. Eww, ginger is definitely the most horrid thing i've ever tasted. I oh-so hate the taste of ginger. My mom just forced me to drink Ginger Eno :x Ack. I hate my gastric ! I've had it for almost four days and it is not going away. Sigh. Goodnight (: Sometimes, you just have to let the flame die. Don't hold on ; just let go. Friday, 14 August 2009 @ 11:10 pm
Cold Rock ! Hello :D Weekend is just half an hour away. Today felt quite blah. Science practical was quite funny. Priyanga was made fun of 'cos she never pay school fees. I think she almost cried. Awwww... so sad, but i don't care. Heartless of me, i know (: Woo, i want Haiqa's Braun Buffel coin pouch ! Super nice, but also super expensive. I think my mommy would strangle me if i bought it. Haha. Child abuse ! Yeah, i'm very hyper now, idk why ?! Okay, had Guides. It was fun. Did lotsa knots. After Guides went to Holland Village with Sylvia and Amirah (: Fuuuuunnnn. We went to Cold Rock Ice-Creamery to eat Bubblegum flavoured ice-cream with gummy bears. Who knew bubblegum flavoured ice-cream would taste sooooo good ?! Reached home at 8pm i think. Left-over pizza for dinner. Bleah. I feel sick to the gut. Hmpf, daddy still has not come back home yet. He went out for dinner at some fancy pants hotel. I'm soooo jealous. Two days in a row that he is eating at some fancy pants hotel. He was like at Orchard Country Club from morning until evening yesterday. After that he went for dinner at some restaurant at Holiday Inn with his colleagues. I'm so going back to Cold Rock one day ! Bubblegum ice-cream is the love (: Ciao. Thursday, 13 August 2009 @ 4:47 pm
Paper planes Hello, school was pretty fun today. Especially english. I was having a great time laughing at Shi Jie's antics. And the paper throwing and everything lah. It was fun. Ouh and a happy belated birthday to my sister and Muhd Syafiq :D The class has been restored to its former self. Everyone has returned back from their medical leaves. Whoopee. I feel so tired and exhausted and everything inbetween. There's Guides tomorrow after such a long,long time. Sigh. I feel like doing nothing at all. I wish you could like freeze time, haha. Okay, better finish up maths homework. Toodles :] Tuesday, 11 August 2009 @ 9:39 pm
Misery making machine Hello, i feel like running away from home. My mother is like so pissed off with me 'cos i shouted "So?!" into the phone when she was trying to say something to me. How much more unreasonable can she get? I already have so many other problems and this piece of shit comes up. So tomorrow, i have to iron my uniform by myself which i suck terribly at. Laugh all you want, but i don't find not being able to iron clothes funny. Awesome, the misery making machine is on full blast now. I'm wondering what more miserable stuff is awaiting me tomorrow. Suddenly running away and ending my life seems so logical. I'm in the middle of an emotional breakdown, really. My entire family looks at me as if i'm some sort of disgrace. They only have hurtful things to say about. I think my own parents think i'm a disgrace to them. Oh god, i feel so damn awful. I wish my parents would just send me off to girls' home or something. I'll be a whole lot happier there. Ciao. Monday, 10 August 2009 @ 8:53 pm
Who Knew? Hello. I'm in such a confused state right now. Who knew he'd be such a misery making machine. Who knew he'd ignore me for no apparent reason. Who knew he'd make me feel like killing him. Who knew so many,many things would happen. Who knew i'd feel suicidal. Who knew it would take one person to make your life so damn miserable. Who knew? Nobody did and nobody knows the answers. Fuck life forever and ever. I'm hoping i would contract my sister's amazingly high fever. She's burin' up at 39.8degrees. I've never seen anyone with temperatures that high. I thought you'd end up with brain damage if your temperature exceeds 39degrees or something. Or is it 40'degrees. Whatever, i hope i catch the fever (: And die from brain damage 'cos i don't wanna ever go back to school ! I don't wanna see the misery making machine. Ciao. Sunday, 9 August 2009 @ 6:09 pm
National Day (: HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE :D Woo, it's National Day. I don't know why i'm getting so excited for. My sister's got high-fever. Hope it's not H1n1. My mom's gonna bring her to the hospital. My granny is staying over at my place, gaaah ! It's been a long time since i saw her. Okay, gonna watch the National Day Parade :D Ciao. Friday, 7 August 2009 @ 11:31 pm
National Day Celebrations            Hello :D Today, the school celebrated National Day. It wasn't as nice as last year's celebration 'cos of H1N1. So we spent most of the time in class doing the National Day quiz and watching the National Day videos plus Mr brownon Youtube :D Then we went out of the classroom for the mass singing of the National Day songs which was fun. Oh and there was the parade with just the flag party. After that, went to Vivo with Hafizah. We met up with Alisa and Tasya at the sky park. We walked around Vivo and then me and fizah went to get tickets for Up (: We queued for like over 15 minutes just to buy the tickets and we got the third row from the screen -.- The tickets were selling out like hotcakes. After that went to Long John's to eat with Alisa and Tasya. We went all childish after eating and went out to play at the play area. Super fun. Cam-whored and play until we were sweating like mad (: It was super super hot, so yeah. Alisa and Tasya left after that and me and fizah went to watch the moooveeeee :D The movie was really hilarious and heart-warming. Fizah and i think that the cute, chubby kid, Russell, looks alot like Shi Jie. Rofl. I'm gonna go watch Up again with my mom ans sister next monday. So after that went back home. Oh god, Jun Yi's mom like called me 6 times or something and i never pick up. I answered the call she made around 10pm. Her mom asked me whether Jun yi had contacted me. Jun yi where the hell you go? Your mom is like worried sick. I hope Jun yi is at home now. That crazy girl...i don't know what to say. 12.02 am. I don't wanna sleep. I almost confessed yesterday. But i stupidly chickened out. I really wanna tell _____, but i don't wanna ruin/spoil anything. Oh gosh, i feel so stupid,dumb and whatever's inbetween. Toodles. Thursday, 6 August 2009 @ 8:52 pm
I don't want it to be a regret Hello :] I'm wondering what to wear tomorrow, uniform or jeans and tshirt. Anyways, today had home econs practical exam and test. Vivien and i made the pizza by agar-ration, haha. And what do you know, the pizza turned out well and it tasted pretty good too (: Ms Murni praised us, saying we did a great job. Haha. Mr Ganesan didn't come today, so slacked during mother tongue. Laughed alot. Janani pour water inside Shoban's pencil case, lmao :D Tomorrow after NDC gonna go watch movie with hafizah and hidayah and dunno who else. Don't even know what movie to watch. Okay, gotta go. Goodnight. I'm gonna do something i might regret for the rest of my life. Wednesday, 5 August 2009 @ 9:09 pm
Creative MINDS !    Hello, today was just plain aweeessssssoooomee ! Got back the class photos, like finally (: Tomorrow i'm gonna do a comparison between last year's photo and this year's photo. Music was fun. Watched the malay dance thing and then watched the national day videos. Syafiq and Shi Jie singing the mr brown version of 'What do you see'. It was like beyond hilarious. The best was when we got to watch MJ's concert. Mrs Lim bought the CD. Only got to listen to one song, Billie Jean. The guys were doing the crotch grab, lmao :D And Syafiq's singing is pretty awesome and funny. I was laughing like mad. There wer also alot of LOL moments during innoscience. Mr James Tan is actually very funny. I actually enjoyed today's innoscience lesson :D Alisa almost became the 6th MINDS patient. Haha. Apparently, the V.I.P of the MINDS society in class is Shaun,rofl. The 202 MINDS society is run by Jie Mei and Karin. Haha. Art was fun. We did the mosaic tiles. After school went to NTUC to get stuff for tmr's home econs practical with vivien. I just realised i have not studied for the test yet. I'm gonna go eat dinner. An extremely late dinner. Toodles :B Tuesday, 4 August 2009 @ 4:22 pm
Exhaustion Hello (: I'm so tired. PE was totally killer. We had to like run 5 rounds plus climb stairs for PE. I feel so dead. I wish i was dead. Got back english test results... 25/35. Super crappy marks. Had history test and blahblahblah. I don't understand what Mrs Lai is teaching for maths and i can't see clearly from the last row(depends on how big the words are, but usually can see.) and i also get sleepy easily. My entertainemnt during lesson was to play with a magnet i found :) At least it prevented me from falling asleep. Went back home with Cho Karin (: I feel extremely tired and i don't feel like doing homework. Procrastinating again... :] Goodbye. Sunday, 2 August 2009 @ 12:31 am
Hello (: Currently chatting with Jun Yi and Youtubing. It's 12.30am and i'm not planning to sleep. Tuition was uber fun. The guys were talking about how hot Megan Fox is and Ms Ang was like, "Boys, please discuss about maths !" Haha. Went to the library and i borrowed four books. I looked like some sort of bookworm carrying all those books. They were all hard-covered books. Effing heavy man ! Okay, my brain's totally fried, 1245 am isn't exactly the time you wanna blog. Goodnight :] |
