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Thursday, 16 October 2008 @ 7:17 pm
Helloh :D Didn't have school today (: Same for tomorrow...promotion day for Sec 2. Yesterday we had the last session for the dance workshop. We learnt Indian and modern dance (: And at the end combined all four dance styles into the fusion dance :D Omg, it was so awesome ! Danced for like 4 hours :O During recess, celebrated Fang Ling's b'day with the cake and all (: The cake was yummy. At the end of the session, people were chosen for the Ecstatic night performance. From my class me, Alisa, Haiqa and Afiz got chosen. Lol (: I wonder why David didn't get chosen ?! He had such grace... hahaha ! But i tell you, Elly is like the best dancer ever ! After school stayed back for the campfire thing. Bleah, that thing drove me insane ! It almost made me hate dancing. Ha. Chaos ensued once my dad returned home D: All thanks to my results, especially maths. I got super-pissed that i locked myself up in my room and i cried for more than an hour. It's been a long time since i did that... And since that day had been an emotional roller coaster ride, i had an emotional outburst. And i did the dumbest thing ; i cut myself using my compass. It's beem a long time since i did that too. Yesterday my mixed up emotions totally took its toll on me. Man, i seriously think i'm in need of counselling D: I only came out from my room at 10.30pm. I refused to have my dinner when my mum asked me to eat earlier on. I brushed my teeth and went back to my room to sleep. Ha, it doesn't even make any difference. It's all just so dumb... My life is almost meaning-less and i don't want to live it. I will hate my father if he goes on this way. And i think i'll just do smth dumb if my life turns for the worse. I think that's about it now. So, toodles :} |